Thursday, September 14, 2006

You Might as Well be Invisible


You might as well be invisible
because I've made you that way
Used to see your work in my life
now it's all but faded away.

I don't even call out to you
in times of hardship, anymore
you aren't a personal Santa Claus
that's not what you're for.

If I can't find my way
then I know where I'll be
lost and alone through
all eternity.

But I cannot be fake
even if I cannot be real
I won't call myself something
if I can't live up to the deal

You might as well be invisible
but I'm not sorry enough, I guess
When I get there I'll call you
and hope it's not too late to confess

09/14/06

2 comments:

superstar said...

just a good life

Leah said...

Not being a poetry person, I have never been over to this part of your blog. I must say, your last few poems broke my heart. I really hope you are okay, because the emotions coming out of these poems are very intense. Please take care of yourself and drop me a line if you need someone to talk to talk.