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5/27/07

Sometimes when I
think about it,
my heart just breaks.
My throat feels tight.
Tears trail down my face

So much has changed
so much has changed
but then again
it's all the same.

I need a constant
I need security
and I can't find it
inside of me.
I'm not what I used to be.

So much has changed
so much has changed
but then again
it's all the same.

I want to hold on
please don't let go
don't release this grip
keep me here, hold me close
it's a long, dark trip.

So much has changed
so much has changed
but then again
it's all the same.

Reassure me, calm me
until I drift off to sleep
don't think it odd
if at times I weep.
For you see-

So much has changed
so much has changed
but then again
it's all the same.